...because it is late, late, late. And I'm tired, tired, tired.
First a deletion -- an old co-worker. Sweet on the surface, but always with an undercurrent of derision and mistrust. So strange. Always cautious and close, but trying to put out an image of a smiling hippiechick with a heart of gold. I never got it. We never clicked. Now we're in vastly different places, physically, mentally, and socially. I have a feeling I'll see you again, but don't think I'll be missed in the interim.
And my Sunday Star is related in time and space. A good friend, in my wedding, but still a gap between us created by differences in our experiences, though many of them were similar. (Does that even make sense?)
There was a time when I very much looked up to you as a leader. and you were pleased to let me. But now that you've come around to where I've been, I feel like maybe you're understanding me better. And that we'll be closer, and that the "respect" part of the friendship will be bolstered... just as soon as you catch your breath and realize where you are! In the meantime, I'll be watching closely.
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